How’s your life?  What do u want in life?  What is the purpose of life?  Is there more to life than just living and dying?  What lies past this point?  Have you experienced something that tells you that this is just the beginning?

I could tell you what I believe, but that’s sort of besides the point of my post.  I just wanted to ask these questions in hopes that some of you might give some of your own answers for once.  This place is a hub for knowledge, I always enjoy your feedback.

So just as some motivation, I believe that this is just the beginning of something much larger and incomprehensible than most can imagine even exists.  The reason why is because I’ve almost died twice(not of my own choice) and I’ve had near death experiences that have showed me glimpses of the vastness that lies beyond.

One time I was experimenting on an exercise regimen where I boosted my dopamine with a re-uptake inhibitor(legally) and that developed into a dopamine psychosis that had me on my deathbed with a temperature of 112.  My organs were failing and my friends and family weren’t reassured of my making it out.  When I woke up, it was with a breathing tube down my throat and my nipples being pinched by a nurse to stimulate my recovery back to reality.  It was a hell of a way to wake up gagging and confused as to why my nipples were being pulled on.

Through that experience though, I experienced visions that I remember.  They were made up of all that I wanted up until that point, existing eternally in a fantasy that I created throughout my whole life.  This was a phase I would deem as pergatory, as I’ve experienced far greater realms of existence in other experiences.

I hope this inspires some of you to share your insight on what you might think life is about to you.


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